End of Day 2 of 5 (Week 2)

This evening I think I have pushed myself beyond all limitations. I actually tackled the elliptical, the bike, 2 sets of running to the roof within 1 hour. Even after that was all said and done I still felt like I had a little more in me. I am exhausted beyond imaginable & starving like an ethiopian. I guess my metabolism is speeding up. You would think that for a woman of my size that I would go for all of the junk that I used to eat; but talking with the trainers and getting to know them better I am enjoying this healthier-you thing. I have learned so much about how to eat healthier, and what side effects certain foods do to my body. I feel like I'm closer to the real me. My friends think I'm crazy when I get excited about drinking water, choosing a salad over ribs, etc. I feel like I am accomplishing much more than weight loss. I feel like my body should be showcased as the masterpiece -- of lovely legs, perky breasts, and the dazzling derriere -- that it is. I was reading Monique's (the comedian) book and found something that I could relate to and to inspire me through all of this.

BOOK EXERPT---I'm so FLUFFY and FABULOUS that if I were to walk into a room with Iman, Naomi, Tyra, and even that original skinny b***h, Barbie, I'd strut my stuff with the grace, finesse, and attitude of the world's finest high-fashion supermodel. That's right! Those trees haven't got nothing on me, except maybe an eating disorder. Yes, I'm HEAVY, but I'm also HEALTHY and HAPPY. I set out to destroy those who cause FAT folks turmoil, and help other BIG girls tired of hearing, "Are you pregnant?" No, b***h. I'm FAT. It's finally time for us to get some respect. Take our place in the spotlight. Represent.

When I workout on the bike all I can keep telling myself is, "Yes! Go MoNika! You can do it! Get those Tina Turner legs!" LOL Coming from a size 6 (prekids) into the double digits in dress sizes have made me see both worlds. I don't want to be stick thin but if a healthier me can lose enough weight to be comfortable & sexy in Cancun, then darn it lets keep stepping!...on the stairs that is! LOL I must stay motivated to win. I may not move as fast as the other contestants, nor will I try to keep up with them. I am learning about my body and will continue to push myself as hard as my body will let me.

Much Love!